This is why I'm all over the place

I sat down to write this post last week and had to stop because I was getting so frustrated that I couldn’t communicate what I was thinking. Hence, no post. But basically I went through a long self-loathing period where I didn’t even realize I was doing it and then a couple of weeks ago it dawned on me. I can’t even communicate it this week. All I know is it’s like Defying Gravity from Wicked—something has changed within me.

I think when we stop searching for things we find them. And that is literally all I want to say. I was so preoccupied with trying to type this long message when I don’t have a lot to say.

What I do have to do is blatantly promote my Tumblr, because that’s where I’ve been lately. SO check that out if you want to know what’s been going on in my mind:

www.apileofgrassitis.tumblr.com

Also, if you want to hear more things, tune in to my radio show on KUIW.org every Friday Noon-2. And I play 80s, 90s, and today (not just the hits, actually, very few of the hits, mostly just whatever I like. But you might like it too).

Alright now that I’m done shamelessly promoting myself I’m going to tell you a little story of the time I left a bar feeling stupid.

Once upon a time (who am I kidding, it was a couple of weeks ago) I met this really awesome guy at a bar, and I know what you’re thinking: like who meets anyone worth pursuing at a bar? Normally I would agree with you, but there’s always an exception to the rule. Anyway we talked for over 4 hours and he bought me a beer and then proceeded to not get my number. I was so upset. And then I realized maybe he was waiting for me to give him my number and now I feel dumb and I blame Maggie because she told me not to give him my number.

Moral of the story, if you’re doubting whether you should do something or not, just do it. That’s probably terrible advice but this post is more of a catharsis and less of anything worth taking seriously.

That being said, have a good week, I’m out.