This is why I need more friends

Disclaimer: Before you start getting all judge-pants on me, I am sure many people can relate to this at some point or another. Also, I wrote this recently at a point of being a mixture of sad, bored, hungry, and tired. I decided to post the following in an effort to say "Lulz, just kidding, if you've been a jerk to me I don't want to be your friend." (But as the loving Catholic I am, I will respect you as a human and love you as a person). 

I have been so boring lately. At everything. I feel like a boring blob. Maybe I’m usually creating conflict or unpopular opinions; I have had none of that lately. Or maybe the fact that I’m a homebody is finally catching up to me. I have beginning inklings of genius ideas, but they’re usually at a point of the day where I’ve taken my loopy meds, and so when I come back to them, they’re really stupid. I’m too embarrassed to even repeat them. One has to do with how the name “Dubstep” was originated. It was completely stupid.

I’m hoping that because I’ve been dull that I’ve at least dusted off a few haterz. I, myself, have unfortunately been on the opposite side lately. Instead of provoking critics, I have been one. Little things that people do annoy the crap out of me. I try to be understanding and loving, like I was raised to be, but I seriously have thought about punching people. 

I have also given thoughtful consideration to just getting to the source and doing away with all forms of my social media. But we can all admit that attempt would be futile especially for someone who has little connection with people outside of social networking. That would be like an alcoholic giving up alcohol without any help; that person would just run back into the arms of anti-sobriety. Maybe once I connect with people sans using the help of the interwebs I can actually have friends. But it’s a vicious cycle. I can’t do that until I give up media, and I won’t give up media until I have an actual life.  It’s as bad as the famous Chicken and Egg debate.

Like an idiot I have tried to solve this problem by using the internet more frequently, or at least joining more sites (Twitter and Tumblr to be exact). That’s just adding fuel to the fire. I realize this as I am typing. Also I just realized what my topic for this post was; and I reiterate how boring I am. Alright, I’m going to go outside and seek human interaction before I just look downright pathetic.