This is why I look like a crazy person

I’m not sure what it is. I’ve always been an emotional person, but lately my emotions are crazy off the charts. Before I get into this, I had a conversation with my mom about this recently, and we agreed that there are two types of emotional people: Selfish Emotioners, and Compassionate Emotioners (emotioners is not a word, I made it up, before anyone asks).

Selfish Emotioners are people who are emotional at the expensive of themselves. You know, usually those people who are angry because their boyfriend didn’t say the exact sentence concocted in their mind or something of the like. They tend to be the people that warrant severe #FirstWorldProblem hashtags. Everything that makes them happy or sad is because it benefits them.

The second type, Compassionate Emotioners, is what I think I am. These people hurt for a tragedy of someone else, or are happy when someone else is happy. They are the ones that want to help the Selfish Emotioners change their ways. 

So I have just been so temperamental. One minute I’m crying because I’m so touched by something and the next minute I’m crying because something is just so sad. It’s not even “happy crying” because I don’t necessarily cry when I’m happy, just when something is crazy beautiful. 

If you saw my last blog post, then you know I have a lot of sicknesses. Because of this, I don’t go out much. So maybe it’s my lack of human interaction, or maybe it’s all the movies and TV shows I’ve been watching, but anything makes me cry. I was watching Friends, Chandler and Monica got engaged. Tears. Went back and watched the season 2 finale of the Office, where Jim starts crying when Pam says she can’t be with him. More tears. Don’t even get me started on anything involving weddings or funerals. It doesn’t matter whose wedding or funeral it is, real or fake, it will get me every time. 

I went through a period like this back in high school, and I’m not sure what the story was there. I just remember watching Clueless for the first time in a long time and crying at the part where Paul Rudd and Alicia Silverstone are sitting on the stairs. It’s pretty pathetic, and I don’t expect many people to understand. It’s not a bad thing. It’s actually pretty funny. It’s like the Kristen Bell Sloth video on YouTube (look it up if you haven’t seen it).

So hopefully I’ll get over this weird state. If not I’ll probably just cry about it later.